[ Okay maybe Alistair is right. ]

That's why I kind of feel... lost? Okay, not really. It's like there are two sides of me that think that the right thing is two entirely different things. I can't just stand here and do nothing when my daddy and my almost-brother are hurting so much. At the same time, I don't want to make a careless move. That could make things worse.

[ And then of course, there's Alistair. He hasn't really made a clear indication of how he feels about it. ]